If....IF I were staying at my Dad's right now....I probably would/could have found out where he keeps his gun......and just be done with it. I love Richard (BigGuy). But.....really?
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  1. sara4ever

    https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AR8D2yqgQ1U

    May 20, 2017
  2. noahbody

    s. Glad you’re not staying at your dad’s then.

    May 20, 2017
    1. sara4ever

      Yeah….life sucks.

      May 20, 2017
      1. noahbody

        yeah it does sometimes. But other times it is wonderful. It is a cycle like everything else.

        May 20, 2017
        1. sara4ever

          Yeah, I know…

          May 22, 2017
  3. Bettymom

    That’s what I was going to say – glad you aren’t at your dad’s! Give it a little more thought, dear. Think about your kids, and don’t say they’d be better off without you. That’s just silly.

    May 21, 2017
    1. sara4ever

      Thx for your concern, I’m ok now. It comes and goes…the feeling of wanting to off myself 😔😮 I started today the meds the ob doc said were safe for me to be taking. Hopefully they will help me from spiraling.

      May 22, 2017
  4. hdromana

    Girl, I know what it feels like to sink into pure despair, but I don’t want anything to happen to you. No man is worth dying for. I figured that out, myself. You are a beautiful woman if that’s really you in those previous pictures. Any man that makes you feel like killing yourself is a man that doesn’t deserve you. I hope your new meds work. I know spirilling is not fun.

    May 22, 2017
    1. sara4ever

      I’m hoping they work as well. I don’t think I’ve ever been suicidal until now, this round without my meds. I guess the last two pregnancies I did ok without meds because I didn’t have outside triggers or distractions. You’re right, spiraling is not fun, it’s exhausting. The pictures you’ve seen me use on my profile are of me.

      May 22, 2017
      1. hdromana

        Yes it is exhausting. I can only wish you the best. I really hope that you can stabilize and be as happy as possible.

        May 22, 2017
    2. sara4ever

      May 22, 2017