2am

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WXUu9fzsPxc   I am crying. Can anybody hear me? No, of course not... Big guy here is sound asleep. It's just as well, I'd have no answer as to why the fuck I'm crying. Maybe I'm just tired.  Or not....

204 Days

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wr-SuaYQr9Q       I need a fkn drink...several actually.

Chaotic Monday

It's been a rough few weeks for me, some of you know know why.     I've made it to ER a few times here lately.  My latest visit being early Monday.   I'm not going to get to graphic here....   You know, in the past I've been taken to...

My Blog

My blog was temporarily out of my control.   BedGuy hijacked it and changed my password...along with other minor changes.  He did this because he'd prefer me not having contact with FatCat and Idk, I guess he thinks this is our main source of...